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| Stuart successfully
participated in the 2005 RAMROD cycling event. The following
article describes his adventure. He discovered what it
was like to get out of his comfort zone and move into
his courage zone. |
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How I Conquered
Mount Rainier
- Personal Growth through
Cycling -
Stuart Kaufman
On July 29, 2004, I awoke at 2:45am. Tired
and still sleepy, I drove to Enumclaw High School to volunteer
at the starting line of the RAMROD cycling event. RAMROD (Ride
Around Mount Rainier in One Day) is a 153 mile, annual cycling
event with an elevation gain of 10,000 feet. This means that the
ride is not only very long, it also has many steep hills and mountain
passes that go on for miles and miles. It also happens to be one
of the premier cycling events in the country because of its beautiful
setting and its level of difficulty. Cyclists from around the country
participate in the event.
So, who was the typical cyclist that I saw at the
starting line of the 2004 RAMROD? Mostly young, strong, and lean
men (age 25-35) with very muscular and well-defined calves that
were the size of my thighs. I am 52. Oh yes, most had very light
and expensive bikes. After finishing my volunteer stint at the
starting line (start time was 5:00 – 7:00 am) I decided to drive
my car around the 153-mile event route to help out at the other
support stations. It took me nearly 4 hours to drive the whole
course and I was tired at the end! I thought to myself, this is
something I could NEVER do. I even wrote on the route map “Must
Be In Serious Shape”.
Now let's jump ahead to February 28, 2005. I received an e-mail
informing me that I had been awarded a spot in the 2005 RAMROD
event since I had volunteered the prior year. Here was my chance!
The RAMROD is a lottery that accepts 800 riders. Some get chosen
and others don't. I went ahead and registered, doubting that I
would ever be prepared enough to successfully complete the event.
The 2005 RAMROD was scheduled for July 28, 2005 – the five months
seemed like an eternity.
Four friends joined me for 2005 RAMROD - Jimmy,
Moshe, Rob, and David. Special credit goes to Jimmy
for scheduling and organizing a series of training
rides that helped us get into
shape, both physically and mentally. The training
rides (there
were six total) started in June. The rides ranged from 60 -100
miles each going over the actual mountain passes that were part
of RAMROD. The goal was to practice riding the most challenging
parts of the course. These rides helped me familiarize myself with
the most difficult part of the event – the mountain passes. Just
imagine riding up a steep hill for 8 miles. It seems to go on forever!
There were times during these long ascents that I felt like turning
around and going back down the hill. I thought I would never reach
the top.
The first mountain pass that I ever rode up was to Sunrise lookout – a
10-mile ascent. It was hot and my butt was sore from the prior
40 miles. It took a good two hours to get to the top. I was overjoyed
that I had actually done it! The view was incredible and the other
riders cheered me on. This was a major breakthrough that provided
me with the confidence to do the other mountain passes, because
I now knew that I was capable of something that I'd previously
thought was impossible. In future training
rides, the extraordinary
became ordinary through repetition, hard physical work and familiarity.
These training rides, combined with Jimmy's encouragement and coaching,
were critical factors in helping me realize that I might actually
have a chance of completing RAMROD. I adopted the attitude that
I would be successful just by being part of the RAMROD event, even
if I didn't finish it. Now that I had let go of the outcome, I
allowed myself to enjoy the event, regardless of the outcome. What
a weight off my shoulders!
In addition to the training
rides, I put up a map of Mt. Rainier
National Park in my bathroom. Every time I would go in this room,
I would look at the map and mentally absorb the details of the
route. I would visualize the actual roads as I looked at the lines
that represented them on the map. I eventually knew almost every
curve in the roads that we would ride.
As July 28th approached, and as I completed more
training rides,
I began to feel more confident. I allowed certain things, however,
to undermine my confidence. For example, during the training
rides we never did the first 60 miles of the event
so this was a constant unknown. In addition, the training
rides were each 100 miles or
less, so I was unsure how I would do on a 153-mile ride. During
most of the training
rides, we tackled
the long ascents with "fresh"
legs while in the actual event we would ride 60 miles before even
starting the mountain ascents. I allowed all of these unknowns
to float around in my head while stirring up uncertainty and doubting
my abilities. What a waste of energy thinking of all the “what
ifs”!

Stuart
at Eatonville – Mile 32
The night before RAMROD, Jimmy hosted a Pasta and
Fish feast to load up on Carbs and Protein. I had been reading “The
Lance Armstrong Performance Program” and following the Tour
de France in hopes of learning more about proper nutrition for
long distance cycling. Loading up on Carbs is important – so I
did it. After dinner, I went home and organized all of my stuff,
including making several peanut butter and jelly bagel sandwiches.
I went to bed at 9:15 pm. I awoke at 2:50 am, got dressed and went
back to Jimmy's for a Carb-filled breakfast of oatmeal, pancakes
and omelets. I wasn't even hungry, but I ate anyway knowing that
I would need the calories. I ended up burning about 7,000 on the
ride.
We drove to Enumclaw high school and were at the
starting line at 5:30 am. It was cool, clear and the mountain was
just starting to light up. The first 60 miles were on beautiful
country roads through rural Washington. Lots of farms, cows, associated
sounds and scents. I rode with David and we paced each other. Many
younger riders passed us – and it was tempting to follow them to
join their pace lines. That would have been disastrous since I
would have quickly burned out my legs. David helped me resist the
urge and stay at our pace, which got us to the lunch stop at 9:45
am. We rested, forced down more food, applied more lubricant to
our cycling shorts, and headed into Mt. Rainier National Park to
conquer the three mountain passes.
The first ascent lead to Paradise – this is a 19-mile ride with
the first 6 miles a gradual slope up to Longmire. The slope then
turns much steeper. It took me 2.5 hours to go these 19 miles,
but my legs felt strong and I kept a pace of about 6 mph. Reaching
Paradise created a great feeling that I conquered the first pass.
There is a time element associated with RAMROD in that you must
be through with all the mountain passes by 6:00 pm or they sweep
you off the course by picking you and your bike up in a truck.
According to my rough calculations, I estimated that I would reach
the top of the final pass at 5:30 pm with one half hour to spare.
At this point, I was feeling very confident that I would finish
in time. After refilling my water bottles and forcing more food
down, I started a very long and fast descent to Box Canyon where
more food was awaiting.
Someone asked me what I thought about during the 11.5 hours I
was on my bike. Most of my thoughts were focused on moving forward,
staying in control of my bike, making sure I drank and ate enough,
and watching out for loose gravel, pot holes and other road hazards.
When I was riding in a pace line, I was very focused on the rear
wheel of the person riding in front of me. A pace line is a group
of cyclists, usually going 20-25 mph, riding in close, single-file
formation. If the bike in front of you slows down, so do you. If
it speeds up, so do you. It takes active concentration and much
focus. When I wasn't focused on the road, I would look up to remind
myself that I was cycling through one of the most beautiful and
scenic national parks in America. I thought about how fortunate
I am to live in such a beautiful part of the country; and that
I want to get out and enjoy it more often.
After a brief rest at Box Canyon, I was ready to go up the second
pass, Backbone Ridge. This is a much shorter and less steep pass
that took about 45 minutes to ascend. A fun and fast descent to
Route 123 followed. I was now on the road, which leads to the final
and most steep pass, named Cayuse Pass. It was now 2:38 pm and
I had 3.5 hours to cycle 12 miles, 8 of which would be very steep.
No Problem, I thought. As I started this familiar stretch of road,
my legs and seat were feeling good, but the biggest challenge of
the ride was in front of me. I approached the steep ascent with
the philosophy of “slow and consistent”. One mile at a time. I
kept reminding myself that I wasn't in a race (I can be fairly
competitive). My goal was simply to get to the top before 6:00
pm. I was in the easiest (lowest) gear – sometimes referred to
as the “Granny Gear” moving at 5-6 mph. I would stop every mile
for a quick snack and rest. It seemed to go on forever! I finally
reached the top of Cayuse Pass (4675 ft) at 4:56 pm. It was the
highlight of the ride knowing that I had successfully ridden up
three mountain passes and that the rest of the ride was almost
all down hill. I lingered on the top of the pass, relishing my
accomplishment. I was now at mile 110 of the event with 43 miles
remaining. My seat was starting to hurt since I had not been taking
adequate amounts of Advil.
I hooked up with Brian and Manny (two prototypical 30-something
cyclists) to form a pace-line for the long descent back to Enumclaw
High School. There is usually a strong wind blowing up the pass,
which can slow you down if you ride individually. Pace-lines keep
you moving much faster by reducing the wind drag. We zoomed down
the mountain pass at 35-40 mph, very focused on the pot-filled
road. We skipped the last food stop, anxious to finish the event
and get off our bikes. It took nearly 2.5 hours of constant cycling
to finish the event. My seat was getting very tired and very sore.
When we rode through the finish line at 7:45 pm, I was surprised
to find myself with energy to spare. I wasn't totally wiped out;
in fact, I was sort of sad that it was over. This event challenged
me both physically and mentally more than anything I had ever undertaken
in my life, and I was disappointed that my adventure had ended.
The final stats: I was on my bike for 11 hours
and 32 minutes, averaging 13.2 mph over the 153-mile course.
I succeeded
in moving myself out of my comfort zone and into my courage zone. |